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[Nov. 23rd, 2006|08:20 pm] |
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WOW. I'M IN LOVE. LITERALLY. Even My Godmother knows, well, she doesn't 'Know' But I was overly happy yesterday and she was all like "What's wrong with you? Are you in love?" I said yes, I'm in love with life, which I am. But only because I am in love that I am in love with life. I hear alot of songs about love...I listen to rock music so all the songs are like, 'Love Hurts' 'Love Bites' and 'Love Stinks' LOL. But it doesn't, I mean, I'm not going out with him technically. But I see him everyday and we hang out with each other more then anybody else in my school which has all of nine students(I go to school at the hospital). GOD DAMNIT I'M IN FUCKING LOVE. |
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[Nov. 18th, 2006|06:26 am] |
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Ugh. I ate 1,096 calories today. Tomorrow I'm going for 600 - 700. The only reason why I ate so much is becasue I was wth my Godmother all day today and she watches me eat. And so she took me to McDonalds, I had a Chicken Ceaser Salad with no dressing, and I only ate 3/4 of it, with a large Diet Coke. Earlier this afternoon I had, a small piece of ham, one peice of buttered toast and one egg. With a glass of milk. Other than that it's been gum and Diet Coke lol.
Oh well tommorow is a new day right? But then Linda doesn't have to work tommorow and we get to have this big breakfast. Yay. Gosh I dread it, I can just say I have a headache and my tummy hurts lol. I usually do have a headache in the morning anyways lol.
Mmk, I gotta go out now so I'll write again later.
<3
Danni |
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[Oct. 18th, 2006|01:23 am] |
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My Grandmother is dying. Yes, and there is nothing in the world I can do about it. She got caught in a fire at her house in Halifax, she has 2nd and 3rd degree burns along her face and arms and stomach, the doctors had to take out a peice of her lung becasue it was burned so badly. They also had to take her hair out. She won't be the same beautiful Nanny she was last week, but thats the last of my worries, she raised me, my whole fucking life, I've been apart from her for three years. It's been the longest three years of my life, living with my mother. School after School, apartment after apartment, I need my Nanny, and now my mothers gone, she went to Halifax two nights ago becasue of what happened. I'm positive she'l make it through but I need to be prepared, she's been an a coma like state for three or for days now becasue she's in so much pain. I feel like shit for not visiting this summer, the only reason I couldnt is becasue last time I was there I was on a near-starvation diet and she was smoking crack. She would leave me for days at a time, I had no shoes, her 24 year old roomate kept hitting on me. But thats the past. I cannot beleive this is happening, why her?? Why not me? She never did anything wrong, ok, scratch that she has done bad things but she's an amazing woman and I love her. God needs to let her live or I won't be able to go on. The last time we talked she asked me about my bulimia and I said I havn't thrown up in two days and she was really happy. She told me that everytime I lean over the toilet and look in the bowl, that I see her face saying "Do I got boogies?" Haha. She always did that to me when I was in a bad mood. I'll probably never throw up my food ever again. My dad offered to send me money to fly down there to see her, but I can't do it. It wouldn't change the fact that she's burnt to a crisp. I wrote a poem about her on quizilla, I emailed it to her and she printed it out and framed it. She said everybody who read it was crying afterwards or was near-crying. I love her. I can't beleive this. God bless her |
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[Sep. 30th, 2006|10:38 pm] |
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I'M FINALLY OUT OF THE GOD DAMNNED HOSPITAL! |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2006|10:13 am] |
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I lost all my cds. so...I went and spent a shitload of money at HMV. Yes...I got three Megadeth albums and one HIM album and one Hanoi Rocks album...Indeed. And what pissed me off is that when I went to the HMV downtown in Vancouver I swear to God they had every single Overkill album that there is. And of course I didn't have enough money. OF COURSE! Dammnit.
Anyways...My mom's boyfriend slip my Dad's lip open and he paid me a visit when he got to Emergency, now he's gettign stiches. Pretty nifty huh? Lol.
I'm pretty pissed now. On the bright side, I get to see my Godmother today and have an overnight. Hopefully I geto ut of this shithole soon.
XOXO
Danni |
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[Sep. 16th, 2006|12:15 pm] |
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| | Sweet Pretending - Suicide Twins | ] |
Well, I'm in a psychward currently. I've been in this shithole for a month and a half becasue of my fourth fucking suicide attempt. Oh well. I should be getting out of here soon and moving in with my Godmother. I'm going over there today for an overnight lol. Anyways, I have nothing else to say, I'm not even aloud on this site. But thet aint watching me so I thought I'd write while I had the chance.
XOXO
Danni |
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[Jan. 13th, 2006|09:18 am] |
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[Dec. 30th, 2005|01:56 am] |
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Well I finally got a hold of jordyn today. Lol on Nexopia. kinda funnny. havn't heard from her since...i dunno a few weeks anyways. probably just because of christmas and she has a big family. i caught mom cheating on er fiance LOL. this is great.
On a happier note, I got a new Iron Maiden sweater for xmas, it's the killers one with eddie on the back. it's awesome. but ya. i'm outtie.
♥danni |
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[Dec. 9th, 2005|06:38 pm] |
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| | Rain Fell Down-Rolling stones | ] |
You're David Johansen! (A.K.A- Buster Poindexter)
Please don't cry...my my my my my you are the
poster child for all that is beautiful!
Talented, hot, and innovative, yet horribly
tempered and that tends to cause A LOT of
problems. You dont like the fact that everyone
asks you if youre gay all the time. Dont be so
uptight because everyone IS NOT out to get you
and your're lovely but I bet people say you're
highstrung and tend to compromise your morals
at times, but that's alright because you ALWAYS
come out on top and EVERYONE WANTS YOU!
(David Johansen was the lead singer of the NYD and
caused a lot of problems within the band
because he almost lived and breathed for
conflict. Anyway, he's still alive and well
married, and acting in several movies- Johansen
says he finds time to sift through scripts but
does not actively pursue roles. He scored an
international hit in 1987 with 'Hot Hot Hot'
under the stage name 'Buster Poindexter'.
Which member of the New York Dolls are you?
brought to you by Quizilla |
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[Dec. 9th, 2005|12:00 am] |
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| | Imagine-John Lennon | ] |
Well, may he rest in peace. 25th death anniverrsary, He was amazing and will be remembered.
I wish I could do something to spread his word.
"If everyone demanded peace instead of another television set, then there'd be peace." -John Lennon |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2005|04:28 pm] |
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Well, I got suspended from school again, this time for a week, I'm not even aloud on the damn computer but mom's not home so oh well, all I did was flip the teacher the bird cuz she was pissing me off. Lol..Well I'm bored so thats all I gotta say. |
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[Nov. 19th, 2005|09:03 pm] |
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| | Hallowed Be Thy Name-Iron Maiden | ] |
This life is truly not worth living
cigarettes and coffe
needles and lines
betrayles and fights
I keep telling myself it'll only hurt for a second
And I won't feel anything anymore
But I keep hesitating
Becuse I need to see you one more time
Then, If I'm gone
chances are I'll see you more often
I don't beleive I'm worthy
...........Don't ask me why
You have always been there and never left me
From cuts to wounds
The glass and the pipe
You kept me alive
You are the reason I'm still here
But I better stop thinking
Going
Going
Gone................
(It's better to burn out than to fade away) |
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[Nov. 18th, 2005|07:42 pm] |
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| | cold | ] |
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| | Chinese Rocks-Johnny Thunders | ] |
Well, I got my nose and upper ear peirced....Finally I got some metal in my face lol. I also went to Value Village today(yes i did, im cheap like that) And bought some old ass records. I got
Michael Jackson:Thriller(i just had to lol i dunno y)
Meat Loaf:Bat out of Hell
Platinum Blonde:Alien Shores
I know most of them suck but yeaaaa I just had to. My nose is annoying the shit outta me hahhahahahaha but I gotta get used to it so I can put a hoop in it cuz this black studd is to big for my nose and it looks odd. But ya my mom just went to a meeting, speaking of which I go back to school on monday, We had a meeting at my school today.....I got suspended on Monday lol. |
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